I think I am finally coming up for air after almost three months of life changing news.
The cool fall air comes in my window, bringing a new sense of life. I always have loved this season. It has been my favorite with its changing colors and fresh beginnings. This year as the leaves loosen from their branches, I have watched my hair tumble on the floor. Never would I have imagined this as part of my journey. My now naked head, foreshadows another time of winter white and silent spaces, with bareness and waiting. But we are not there yet as the challenge before me is to remain present to this moment, not running ahead or lagging behind.
Halfway through the first phase of chemo, I celebrate the simple things: a sunny sky, a comfortable bed, clean sheets, food I can enjoy, an encouraging word and time with people I love. There is a long road ahead (three and half more months of chemo) but today I mark being able to think somewhat clearly and type a few words.
Blessings to all of you.
